To be honest, sometimes I wonder why I came here, in fact, a original reason for remembering my memory in English, to regain my sense of English, from my review of English composition. Just like a simple reason. Half gone so far, seems a little progress has been made in my learning of English through my writing practice time. Now when I read my previous blogs here, I can not help laughing to myself like a stupid child in strange languages.
But what better way to get real big on the earth? seems to be no. Over time, I find it increasingly difficult. My dictionary words always use these familiar words, difficult to learn and master new words. My English grammar always made mistakes, it always goes wrong. I feel the same items Witten China as wonderful as my English, a language strange to always give my thoughts have no beauty, just like a glass of plain water, losed taste good. Alwayas very similar to the beautiful words in the articles. Every time you want to change the English language beautiful, but always failed.
Yesterday a friend informed and words crossed my mind quite clearly. He said that my articles in English difficult to read hard, not soft in English grammar at all. Really? Really so hard to read? How many mistakes in my blogs? Who knows? If the teacher and the student who thinks he's good, or results, only the difference 1score only 59 points will be enough to kill me. I really hard to achieve his three criteria, the second killed me, not to mention others. I realized, in full, at least I'm self-knowledge. Although grateful for the friend, because his words that I know myself more clearly, my brain clearer, let me know my English learning what a real situation prevailing today I made my best effort in a more comfortable here.
Yes, I realized he queation, I really can not improve the level of English, certainly some shocked and worried. If the item can not be read clearly, than the subject or its content, it makes no difference. I have major economic and law instead of English, my job is to fund all of these factors can not be my bad English is an excuse, the only reason that I have enough problems. Certainly my confidence down, as if to throw some 'trust in the bottom of a deep well.
I wonder over and over again in the heart, why learn on earth? When I can reach the common level? Do I love English, then? Why write blogs in English here? Take half of my written English seems to be the result, I'm not crazy for English, but moved to his friends. Remembered by a friend forced me to add qq, I explained that we are not the same generation all.But said a voice touched me deeply: what matters? I am willing to say anything to you, let us feel different ages and float over the decades of life. In fact, you touched me deeply. I felt so helpless, so annoying, mind, do not know what to do, but I begin to doubt if I can hit and how long you can continue, if you can stay there one day, probably some confused .. .
Alas, my poor English, I really trust? Where is my confidence in my tutorial? self-reflection, self-confidence, self-courage, joy ... Finally, a trend to me - to give up? It's easy, it's ok? it's me?
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